It shouldn't make me upset that people don't show up to class. So then why does it make me so agitated? I mean you shouldn't miss a class... especially if it pertains to your major.
Don't get me wrong i have missed my share of classes but not back to back to back to back. Maybe 3 or 4 in the whole semester. Which is a lot but some people have already missed 4 days in ONE CLASS. I maybe missed 4 classes all together. Don't know why it makes me upset just does.
I miss my family. I know they are only a drive away. But it doesn't seem as easy as that anymore. I don't feel as comfortable in my parents house anymore. I don't understand it. At all. But I miss them all of them.
My brother is moving to Maryland. I am really upset about that. I am so stupid for crying. But I won't get to see my neice and my nephew as much. And it just really upsets me a whole whole lot. Cause I should have made more time in the past when they where here in Texas. Sad day. They are moving in the first of June. I know I should spend as much time with them as I can but that won't make them stay. I love my nieces and nephew like nothing else on this earth. I can't explain it. The only thing I will ever love more is my own children.
Long and stupid post I know. I am just like to the brim with my emotions. I sat down with an old friend today and it felt a little akward. Sad day again. No school on Thursday or Friday. Wooo...
Valentines was amazing. Never had a better night. Waylon was and is amazing. I am still waiting for the 3 special words though. I refuse to say them first. He is making sure it is right. I guess he would know better than me right? I don't know...
Sleep well all... | 
